Yesterday, I was given the opportunity to prepare lunch for the staff and faculty of Christian Central Academy. I was in the kitchen where I work every day; but working by myself- with the doors closed. Just me and the Lord, some heavy prayers and intimate time with my King.
At some point, I began to think of the story of my life- where I came from, where I’ve been and where I’m going.
It is clear as day that YHWH created me to preach, teach, write and do music. And when I say that to some people, especially in the context of “work” and all of my years in the food business, often they respond immediately with “and you can cook too!”
Yes, yes I can. But that is an acquired skill, rooted in my love of food- but not what King Jesus has me to always do while still on this earth.
So as I was cooking, preparing and praying yesterday, I had a thought…. You know those stories that show two sides of a story- the “what could have been”?
If I hadn’t of met Gia, and if I hadn’t of come back to the Lord, I am sure I would have been in the food business in some form or fashion for the rest of my life…. Most likely owning my own restaurant with my love of food and entrepreneurship. And I would have been great at it…. Because I put many years of blood, sweat and tears into getting great at it.
I would have, for the most part, been very content with that life. But it wasn’t why God put me here…. So it isn’t what I will be doing for the rest of my days.
Working with food is a J-O-B, to make sure I take care of my family, and to carry us through until ministry and living out my call can support us.
(And how exciting to share that that journey will begin after the school year is over, and Kenmore Baptist Church will be bringing me on full time… praise the Lord!)
I believe Holy Spirit showed me that distinct possibility and path yesterday, to cause me to see how easy it is to be distracted by the things of this world. To be lured away from your call and purpose, to be rewarded with the things of this world instead of living out the promises of Heaven.
It is a perspective that I must see and understand as I shepherd my flock, and grow into my call.
I am so grateful that the Lord has chosen me, called me, and prepared me for this amazing journey to preach, teach, write and do music to bring Him glory…. And to help bring His children home!
And thank you, King Jesus, for showing me this valuable perspective and lesson yesterday.
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